I Already Knew

December 18, 2008

It’s the end of the day and I’ve just received the call that I already knew the answer to.  With all my heart, I had hoped and prayed that the news would be different.  Your tumor has grown and there is a second tumor suspected in your lung.  I can’t stop crying.  My heart is broken and I can’t figure out how to fix it.  You sit next to me, looking up, tipping your head, in your mind the world no different than it was this morning. but I know differently.  I am just so sad…